#15 I don't feel like naming this one

Hello Again,

Ayo. I feel like I come on here and I go to write a new post and I can't think of a single word other than "Ayo" and then I somehow get the words going and, like when I try to pour something, it just turns into a mess because I just rip the thoughts out of my head and put 'em here for you to either ignore or consider and then I post it and try to forget that I spilled my heart and soul out onto my little blog that I doubt anyone will ever read, at least for a long while.

You know, I've discovered that I for some reason do not want to be done with publishing my book, and I'm not sure why. I'm trying to think on it a little but I forget to think about it just as well.

I don't even know what I'm saying anymore I'm hella tired, man.

I'm trying to make a new song in a different way then usual. I like to write music out way different than most people do. For my own personal music making process, I just write the letter of the note on the paper. I started with lines at different heights which I then color coded and assigned notes. Like the top note is B and the bottom notes (or lines) is G. But typically I just ignore all the rules I've learned over the years, all the notes and the time signatures and chords and I just throw something together that I think sounds neat and I build off of it from there, no rules or restrictions, just feelings and colors and music.

I'm also working on a painting that I think is pretty cool and gonna get cooler but I'll tell you more about that later. I really wish I was less self-conscious about my art. I'd have started a business by now or something lol. I wanted to a few times but was never brave enough to actually go for it.

Anyways, have a good night, sweet dreams.

Follow your dreams, cut yourself some slack, and go eat a snack. That's my advice.

Goodnight friends.🧸😴📺