Writer? I Hardly Know Her!

Hello Again, I just posted the last one but then I saw that I've been posting on here for about a year. That's wild. I may not be super consistent or post super often but I've been coming back and posting from time to time and I think that counts for something. That's something to be proud of. And if you're reading this then thank you for being here. I appreciate you. Okay I'm tired and going to bed. Okay. Bye. You still there? Okay. Bye.

Hello Again, Ayo. I feel like I come on here and I go to write a new post and I can't think of a single word other than "Ayo" and then I somehow get the words going and, like when I try to pour something, it just turns into a mess because I just rip the thoughts out of my head and put 'em here for you to either ignore or consider and then I post it and try to forget that I spilled my heart and soul out onto my little blog that I doubt anyone will ever read, at least for a long while. You know, I've discovered that I for some reason do not want to be done with publishing my book, and I'm not sure why. I'm trying to think on it a little but I forget to think about it just as well. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore I'm hella tired, man. I'm trying to make a new song in a different way then usual. I like to write music out way different than most people do. For my own personal music making process, I just write the letter of the note on...

Hello Again, You know, I was just looking at my walls and thinking about my art, since I was just writing down ideas for my painting, and I had a realization. I have my paintings all over my walls, like an art gallery. I've been dreaming about having my art in a gallery for a while now, but too scared to do anything about it. But at least I have my own little art gallery here in my room, a display of most of my works, all together in one place. That's something. I need to start signing my art again too, I always forget to and then I end up with a bunch that need signed and I sign like ten in one go lol. Oops, I'm ranting again. I've been listening to rain and fireplace background noise and different kinds of ambience music and it's actually very peaceful. I used to think it was boring but now I think it's nice to have to listen to while playing on my phone or painting and it helps me sleep. I'm in hibernation mode I think. I just wanna be comfy and relax and...